not tired

Posted January 16th, 2009 by Jane

Of course it is not strictly true that I am tired all the time. Today, the day of the chemotherapy infusion as it happens, I am not tired. Now were I someone who liked those little sayings about being a glass half full kind of person I would be rejoicing about the sweetness of life.

As it is, I am just ordinarily thankful for being able to walk to the post box, ring the pension helpline to book my state pension with all fingers crossed for March, and take a little trip to Sainsburys (I know I know but on-line shopping is more tireing, especially when I’m not tired.) Though there is the guilt about not doing meaningful living in the moment things with my untired day.